back to blogspot, again & happy valentine's day!

Ten months have past since my last entry, almost a year.

Today, I want to start blogging again! In the past few days I tried some html-tutorials changing the apperance of my blog and I haven't finished yet. It amazed me to see how some complicated html-codes can change the templates!  So, I hope you don't mind to see little differences everytime you visit me ^_^/

 

                                  Wish you a happy Valentine's day!

Random Pictures

[Gratitude is one of the sweet shortcuts

 to finding peace of mind and happiness inside.

 No matter what is going on outside of us,

 there's always something we could be grateful for. ]

-Barry Neil Kaufman

Baking time~ !

This morning i only had two lessons - at random Rick, too! So he came to me and i thought we could baking some mini '' Quiches '', together for luncheon. But it ended in me beeing in the kitchen alone, because Rick was terribly tired due to influenza. So he was snoozing a little on the couch. 
At lunch each of us had one crust with twelve of those minis, now i'm till filled up ~!
 I've almost forgot to say that he gave me a slice of cheesecake, flavored with coconut, his mother made - it tasted so delicious!
 Below there is a photo of it and some i tooked during the preparation ~

TO OUR HEALTH!

The last 30 Days

In 30 days, my results of A-level will be out! I've been waiting since the end of march.

 By knowing that some teachers already know my results, let me getting little by little nervous.

Hence, i'm trying not to fear. Now i can't change anything,because it is already defined!

Be calm and take some photos! ^__^

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Mom, Dad how should i tell you...?

How should i start?

I'm lying to my parents. More precisely, i didn't tell my parents i'm dating Rick. Allthough it's not unusual hiding relationships, especially chinese girls ( because chinese parents are often strick and conventional ), i'm not feeling comfortable to have this ' secret '. Because my parents and i always have a good relationship. But this time, i can't help it not telling the truth. I know they meant well saying i shouldn't date an European, or someone who's not our 'countryman'. In their opinion the mindsets of different cultures are too diverse, so in general cross cultural relationships are not ' good '.They just want me to be happy. For a long time, i was convinced they're right. Though now,  i feel confident to say different cultural mindset won't get in the way of a happy relationship. One's nature and how the person treats me is more important than anything else. It would make no sense if i'm with a chinese who's not loving me and trifling with me. Rick is so nice to me. I've never met someone (apart from my family) , who's so thoughtful and caring. I can list reams of things and it couldn't describe how cute he is. With him i feel truly safe and secure. I know it sounds crazy, but now, i really think i found  ' my real love '. Allthough i never believed in those cheesy stuff, but in some way i can feel it.
                                                   Am i too girlish, too childish, too
selfish..?

Family Portrait

Yesterday, my parents, my mother's friend's son  and me were going shopping  in Stuttgart,  but unfortunately didn't find anything. So i have a practical idea, to purchase things online. Honestly i prefer buying togs ' normally '. But sometimes the choices are limited in shops >__< ! 

However, we had a great time together for a long time and took some pictures with my new and first camera Canon 550D! 

Our Dinner in Block House~